Physical pain and suffering is not typical but, when you have major symptoms of PTSD you will find everything in your life sometimes is stressful and your skin will even hurt. I am praying for all those who suffer from a physical or mental condition right now we are not perfect human individuals
and some just need a little more care as they are fragile as ice.
Like bells ringing it could set you right over the edge with PTSD. My prayers are that I get to go back in the gym and make this new year finally kick off. My struggles I never talk about but today I fell apart.
I am getting upset with not getting at my money knowing that things have been done for me to
1. Keep Me Alive
2. Replenish My Acct
3. Keep me at peace
4. Help me to know I am loved
5. Help me to know I am special
6. Never really let me down
7. Kept me with the bare essentials
For all of this I am beyond great-full and to the twitter @joymelissapence its my voice of reason, wisdom, strength against the opposition. Its all I have some days like today its the only way other than here that my thoughts will run off the paper and win. I find hope in the future that one day they will let me live my life the people I live with. That one day the Dallas Football Team or New England would march in and swoop me up from my bed put me on a coach bus and help me start a New Life; I was told when I beat cancer, then it was all the housing issues, well I suspended a prosecution and that really has never been done before.
I JUST WANT HELP to do my daily life sometimes its hard to get to the shower because of the condition of my health. I want help to become me KVV with money to go along with it so I can be a shadow and not just a memory or thought or good words of widsome. I want what they all have what they had for 38 years its time to switch hats and now I get to be with my genetic family. I'm sick of taking second space to all this bullshit!
Tears off the paper would flood your home today and cause a hurricane behind you. I pray that someone in the world hears my cry for "HELP" and "Answers" . . . .Haven't I proven myself yet despite im at my ultimate worst and that how she got everything on a plate.
Tomorrow I pay my bills, schedule a court date for something that was completely stupid I just didn't think to call right then and there so they called me the next day and I found you have 24 hours to report it. Hit a sign and went to get my medication perhaps if I would of had my medication I wouldn't of crashed. Can someone here me does anyone hear my voice of loss of heart ach im dying from a broken Heart!
I pray to with my new year kicking of a little late better late than never...i'll be in the gym a couple of days get back, and take my life back!
Two Hearts
One Beat
Welcome to my Life
- Austrianna Ariava Sharapova
- Lake Edward, Minnesota, United States
- Thank you, so much my fellow Americans, we have before us a task that is larger than life itself. We must do our homework for our societies progress and change. We look to the Heavens to counsel us and use good judgments knowing we are one of the worlds strongest economically prosperous country with our Free Market. Let our divide be not great but, great among our citizens. We need to take inventory of our greatness and, replace the smoke and mirrors with dignity and truths. I am Austrianna Ariava Sharapova! who is Katherine Victoria Vananderland who is Joy Melissa Pence; haven't made a change to my name yet! I am your Diplomat, Your Voice, Your Reason to keep fighting the Battle against mediocrity. ❤
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