Our Missions Change: Our Results are better; We Stand United!

My new year didn't start off the way I would have liked it to because of petty politics we find ourselves at a crossroads between heaven and hell most days.  We have people telling me that they say to me, "Your not suppose to be alive" "Why isn't she dead yet?" cruel stigmatization of who KVV is suppose to be; why would I forget my life, Why would I forget the way I died, Why would I forget period?

My ideal year would have kicked off with me who would of lost 20 pounds by now.  Every single day my mental state is in fragile state of being.  What comes into my mind and exits is not for the public to know.  What I do know is who I love and what I'll leave behind just like in A.A.  Having not gone to a meeting in quite a while leads me to believe that we are not as, strong when we try to run this ship ourselves.  We need other people in fellow ship to help support our campaign.

It would make sense that starting over has its frustrations but, mine are every single day.  I was held short of completing my goals and dreams in 2018 when told by the front desk administration of In Motion Fitness I had to leave.  After now getting my life together in this new year I will have to start over to loose the weight again.  For they say you can loose weight easier than gaining weight over time.

My debit card isn't in my possession because my card had a glitch in it.  Another road block for ETF at the Club to hold up my progress.  I will take into consideration all the loss all ready for 2019 days that I simply will not get back or time.  What I will make of it so far is that my body needed more time to heal from Cancer that its been fighting with a mind of frustration and rage.

My goals even with February to be a short month that life will re bound its way back to melting off the pounds that should of been.  I don't care who is ahead of me, I don't care who cut me down to be where they are,  I don't care if I don't look like a super model like them, I don't care, I don't Care, I don't care!

What I know is that every single day I start over fresh with the opportunity to be my best copy of myself and they tried to take away my ability to write again and, NO ONE will have POWER or AUTHORITY of my life, mind, and being, doing, and seeing every again!  Except the ones whom I give authorization to!  People don't know my potential but, after today I am pretty sure that they will never mess with me my mind or my life ever again!

My love for those in uniform is boundless because they are the framework in which this country rests and operates.  Without them it is with no doubt that our nation then would crumble to nothing.  They are the Peace, Justice, and uphold the Constitution of our Livelihood for a better America, our future, our life, liberty, and to pursue happiness and justice!

As a result, were not going to take it anymore! I refuse for you to make me a hostage of my own mind and prison to my actions.  You will not have any trajectory, power or authority over my life as a individual, team player, or citizen!

Simply, put, you will not even be in my memory of for any reason, purpose, or answer.  You are not going to control this country anymore with your false representation, your bigotry, attitudes, entitled minds, brainwashing tactics to get what you want; Redebaughs.

  YOU SIMPLY have never done anything for the POLICE but, you have taken 38 years of their time, talent, and truths and flipped them to make yourselves look good for what they have accomplished in this time.  You lie to Police Departments of your Last name to get in with Police, You try to ride my co-tails to get a job with Police, you simply are a deplorable disgrace to Minnesota and to our Nation.

ESOFA! (End of Story Final Answer)